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Friday, October 15, 2004 06:50 a.m.
Every minute I think of you, Every moment I wonder of you, Every second I long for you, Everytime I close my eyes, It's you I see. The tenderness of your touch, The sweetness of your voice, The meekness of your heart, The essence of being loved, By the angel that is you. Your beauty I cannot define, Your heart I cannot remark, Your voice none can beat, Your love none can hold, Though I wish I may catch. Your life is divine, Your body so fine, Your heart that shine, Your love I wish is mine, For I love you, truly and only you.

Sunday, September 12, 2004 07:11 p.m.
last night I wanted to write an entry, a special one, but now that I can, I lost the nerve and will, why? why? I don't know...I guess I lost all that's in me about it...someday, somehow, I will suffice this impeding emotions flittering the moment and reason of my existence...

Wednesday, August 18, 2004 09:36 p.m.
wwhhhoooo!!! finally!! well, I just envied my other friends who had gets to update their blogs. I am just too busy with things to add a new entry (yeah right! talk about addict mode in RO and chatting with friends) hehe...anyways,I've got a new mouse (not Maus [pun]) and a whole lot better than before, it's USB so it has a data exhange rate of up to 26Mbps and optical, talk about cleaning my mouse! Now it doesn't get all dirty and it's sensitivity is just right, now, what's left for it is a whole new cpu with my own specs. hehe...well, I can persuade my dad to buy me a new pc and put it in my room if I'd just fix my finals in BASICON. Darn that course! the rest were a whole lot easy but mind the MP, it really took me time, though I did it in a day, together with the functions specs and stuff. Ok, going back, well, since my Midterm in Basicon is 75 and that darn cisco keeps pulling it down, I need to make up for it in the finals, so, finally, I can make the dean's list. by the way, our finals would be next week and this is our last week of classes and we are off to another break, how fast those 3 months passed! anyway, so, after all that, I need to make up for that. on other sides, I've been really cooped up in the house lately and somehow, it gets kinda boring..so, I tried going home with danna, well, during the days our dismissal are the same so that it won't get really lonely...and last Thursday my block went to G4. Yep! We hanged(correct my spelling if wrong) out there and guess what, danna was there but she didn't bother remembering me telling her that we would be hanging out there, sna pla may kasama akong umuwi nun, e mag-isa rin naman syang umuwi, at same time, since she had her ballet class at 7, she let Glo at 6, same as the time I left. anyway, going home that same day, I saw mary mae at the terminal and she didn't notice me, even if I was calling her, rather, shouting at her. tomorrow is another free day and I plan to make my hunter lvl 79 at the same time job 50 (whew!), coz I only had 1 subject that day, compro, and speaking of which, we have to do our case study, I hope I can help even a bit, though...nothin...hehe...anyway,I'm planning a gift, the best gift I've ever given to someone who isn't even minding talking to me. WTF!! She doesn't even care at all and how ironic I get? I'd be actually giving the best gift I would have given to someone who 'hates' me!!! knock me in the head if I'm still sane coz I myself can't believe it, but in me, I feel, rather, it's saying I must, I don't know why really but I'd have to trust my instincts, it has given me creeps before but never failed to make me do something I have no idea why I'm doing and end up doing the right thing. well, people who know me knows this, I just don't know what the other 99.999999999999999999999999999999999992% of the world would say about it. and last, pakitanong si esta kung bakit sya 'galit' sa'kin...

Midterms amp!!! Wednesday, August 4, 2004 03:35 p.m.
WTF!!! nakuha ko na result ng midterm ko sa BASICON (which is the only subject na may midterm) and...sadly, I barely passed with a grade of 75%...BASICON will be the subject that would be pulling me down, coz...well, first of all, I don't like studying and memorizing and what??? this course calls for me to do as such...man, it doesn't fit me...now, the only course in my way towards being a DL (dean's lister) is BASICON, I've perfected all quizzes in my ANMATH1 and the finals is the only one to take for my final grade and to think, I can pass the course without even taking the finals, but that would be really careless and egotistic..I want to be a DL but I don't want to be a nerd and I want to take things easily, if I start studyin, it won't be...man!!! well, in COMPRO1 am doin ok, so far I've got good grade, btw, DepEx on it would be held later and it's the last DepEx...man! I've really got to learn to take things easily and thing about my answers, I've been reckless lately, I can't afford to take anymore chances...the online chapter exams and finals in BASICON are the only ones left for me to carry my grade up...I'd wish I can pull this one nice and easy...I'd wish she's here to see me and know that it's coz of her that's why am tryin to bring out the best...but how would she know anyway? as if she even bothers...anyway, that's life...oh yeah, I'd be going to taren's b-day this sat and I hope my dad would let me bring the car there myself...so I can go home without worryin bout anyone drivin to fetch me or anythin... in another side of life... man! my progress in RO is so slow...my chars are left out, a 77 priest, 74 hunter, and 60 BS...man, lag is taking its toll on me!!! I'd wish I'd have my own computer in my room so I can play all night, that way, it would be rather great for my characters to level up...man...I'd just wish...well, still, I'm looking forward to juno, it's coming this month along with the 2-2 jobs (monk,rogue,crusader,bard/dancer,alchemist,and sage) I'd hope everything gets better...I've been going out lately, well, just for the sake to take my mind off things, especially off some stuffs I don't wanna think bout... well...that's all for now...see ya...

Tuesday, June 15, 2004 10:28 a.m.
here I am again in my blog...boring kasi e...nasa comp lab ako ulit..check mails and friendster...I added a whole bunch of RO accounts...I liked their testimonials...especially those of the BS Piont...yup! I'm proud to have a forging battlesmith...vit build...makunat at malkas! don't mess with it or your dead...natatapatn lvl 70 knights...hehe...may weapon perfection at power maximize e, balewala def nila, may hammerfall pa, kahit anong skills ng knights dyan wlang laban...muhahaha...gusto ko payaman bs ko...2.2M lang ang zenny...I want more...hehehe...I will, konti tiyaga lang..lvl 56 p lng e,pplvl ko muna, tpos forge-forge-forge-and-forge!!! hehehe... right now, am waiting for ike, may cute little babyface retsu(retsu=let's from let's go from i-ke(jap word))...am gonna give her something e...it's not really something special,basta..hehe...and am gonna sign up for the Math Circle..la lng..pra may prof org ako...then, later, after ng pasok ko, punta ako UST,sunduin si esta, punta kasi kami megamall,nagpasama ako, may pupuntahn kasi ako run...pra sa RWC sa saturday and sunday..hehehe..pati RO merchandise,sana sapat ung dala ko ngayon pra sa merchandise, gusto ko bumili e..hehehe..^_^..anyways...I wonder how the others are doing? 1st day kahapon ng mga peeps sa PLM, tapos last week naman ung UST at UP...MAPUA matagal pa e...july 12 pa...nga pla...birthday na ni kalifa sa saturday, I wonder what's she's planning bout it, kasi sabi nya, she has to talk bout it with her mom...so,I wonder...nevertheless,I gotta find a gift and a way to give that gift to her..hehe..^_^ ok,chang subj yesterday, after our enthusiastic Filipino class,I had a wonderful adventure, it's not that I explored anything or what, but I got to sing some anime songs I know and everyone is like, you know, singing along too,and everyone are cheering..hehe...ingay nga namin e,nsa CLA building pa namn kami, tapos tumitingin ung iba sa'min, pero ok lang, di namn mukhang galit sila e, actually, mukhang natutuwa nga sila..then,grabe sa LRT,puno...hehe...lagi naman e...then,sa jeep na pauwi,may mag-asawang may anak na kinulang ng pambayad sa jeep,10 pesos ung kulang, ginawa n lng, pinaghatian n lng nung conductor at driver, then, may ale na nagsbing sya n lng mgbbyd nung kulang, sabi nung kunduktor naman, wag n lang..kaya un..nkkta ko ung pgging totoo at maawain ng mga pilipino, ung mga pinapakita lagi, mga mhhrp mssma at ayun ayun n lng...pro, impluwensya kasi un ng mga nangungurakot na pulis at matataas na opisyal...grabe, nkkta ko ung pagkatiyaga at pgging totoo ng pilipinong mkabangon sa buhay sa malinis n paraan at di nakakalimutan ang mga pagpapahalagang pantao...it's great to see those things that way, they are working hard and still, they still have the patience for others, not only for themselves...I'd wish, I could be the same..I'd wish, we all could be the same, but no one knows..I wanna change philippines, but how can I do that being a simple student as I am...I am insignificant in this society...I don't have much to contribute,but I hope one day, I can stand up, not being an activist,but a pioneer leading to our country's great future...I got irritated then when I heard the news that there will be tax in text...but how could that be??? as if they invented it to put some thing to it...we already pay too much taxes, the taxes we pay are more than enough to compensate for everything, even for just one presidential term,there will be no corruption and whatsoever,Philippines would come a long way, just one term, but how would you imagine philippines being corrupt-free? just look at how much a senatorial candidate would spend just to gain the presidential seat? at most 94 million pesos? if he just used that to develop rural areas, it would have gone to better use, they would have had helped others and got a great fulfillment without risking our country's economic state,instead, improving it...I'm just a student,I'm just a small thing that can't rise up to the high seats of the world, even if I get the chance to tell them that,they would just say,"who are you to tell us that? you are young, you have lots to learn"...my..my..how depressing and disappointing to find others being so naive and shallow...we are mature, we can think for ourselves, and we decide for ourselves...we know what's good for us or not, but still, they are blinded by their egos, pride, veterancy, thinking their are superior to the youth...but youth today are stronger..we are different, we think for better sake of our generation...we may not look like much...we may seem to be enjoying our lives freely being so lax out of life,but behind those, we are one,we understand each other, we know how others feel,because we are all the same, human and imperfect...I admire our generation, coz, even if we are strangers to each other, you can never take away the unity the we can bind out of circumstances, even if we are strangers,when facing a common problem, we are there for each other...we never back out,if I don't know you, we know that we must help each other...if only the grown-ups would look at us as someone different,someone same as them, we could teach them the ways on how to shoulder each other...sometimes,I can see someone help a stranger,without any doubts or second thoughts...man, I can see that we are here...filipinos are one,if only they could see that,our race have strong brotherhood...I'd hope, they would notice it and give it some concern...

Saturday, June 12, 2004 09:26 p.m.
well...I should really be closing the PC now, but can't help add an entry...for one thing, coz it was such a great day! though it wasn't how I planned it is, still, it's great...hehehe...I wanna do it again, but this time, I wanna si Dawn of the Dead...hehehehehe....^_^ See ya'll!!! Mwah!

Wednesday, June 9, 2004 04:27 p.m.
oooohh...is this what I call privilege? am sitting in G305, computer unit #17...haay..ironic, 17..boring...may quiz ngayon kasi blockmates ko sa ALGTRIG,kaya d ako pde magsit-in, sasagabal ako...kasi, na-advance ko ung math subjects ko, dahil dun sa Apex thingy...well...so I'm taking ANMATH1, which supposedly, 3rd sem ko pa kknin...advance nga e..pro mas mgaan to, kasi 3 units lang, ung algtrig kasi 4 units e, and twice a week lang ang meeting, every monday and friday...kasi algtrig, twice meeting pag monday and friday, tapos may meeting pag wed...kaya un, magaan load ko, pro 1 hr din ung break ko, kaya sit-in na rin ako, at least kasama ko blockmates and I've got a chance to help my crush, kasi sya lagi katabi ko pag time na un...so, it's not that bad...and...I've happend to escape loads of assignments,coz teacher nila sa algtrig gives them so many assignment,like more or less 30 items, one time nga 72 items un e...well...that one's fine...so now, am so idle... anyways, inis ako sa bez ko dahil sa ginawa nya, biruin, di magparamdam for more than a month, para lang ma-miss ko sya? nagalit ako tuloy, kasi ilang beses ako nagpaparamdam sa kanya pro ala pa rin... well...gotta go na...time na sila..pede na ako pumasok...hehehe...miss ko na sila...lalo na SIYA...

Thursday, June 3, 2004 11:18 a.m.
what the hell happened??? I've just typed in an entry and it didn't show up...darn!!! no matter.. well, here I am at the computer lab, again, coz of my 2.5-hr break...darn so long and I've decided to skip lunch coz I ate a heavy breakfast...darn! the time is soooo WASTED!!! my class will only be 1.5 hrs and I'd have a break of an hr longer than that??? darn! if they've just moved it, it would have been better..but still,tis alright, so I have a reason why to put up this LJ...so I could do something while am here...hehe...and another thing, every tuesday and thursday, which is when I have this huge break, I get to go home with my crush...hehe...well, not that am doing something or anything, ok? it's just that, I like it when I'm with her..believe me, she's a superchick and supersmart, a valedictorian...well, for privacy and confidentiality, I won't give anymore description, though I think to some, it's pretty obvious who she is...just keep quiet...hehe... anyways, so, I have this break and I plan to spend it here the whole time, surfin, updatin, and readin, yeah! fun, isn't it??? gosh! if only there's YM here, now, that's worth it...hehe...we just finished viewing our film showing feature which is Pirates of the Silicon Valley...oh, yeah...speaking of movies, I wanna watch HP3, but don't have anybody to go with me, at first there was this plan that a bunch of us will watch the movie together, but turned out that they had cooked up something, then I asked someone to go out and watch with me, but, sad to say, she had to do something else, now am stuck, deciding if I should watch alone, look for someone to watch with me, or watch it with my fam...dunno yet...hmm...well, so far as we can say...I wanna chill out, rather, hang out... gosh! my block is so much the best!! with 5 beautiful girls and great and fun guys(boys and girls, ok?), what else could I ask for? I could, but, it's out of the question, ok??? hehehe...well, for one, there's maus-an aspiring model and my biggest crush in the block; rose-a chinovela girl look-alike, yeah, it's true, she's cute, sweet, and beautiful and taken(hehe..); cecil-the lee girl and sasa of sabog twins; jo-the laughing girl or so can say someone who loves laughing so much; and bea-though not a chick, I can say she has the looks. well, Ja Ne! hehe...oh yeah! I want my old crush to find out the meaning of the message I sent her coz it contains japanese words...hehe...^_^ hey! nique, you may not be my crush anymore, but you're still my **** (go figure! it's a secret!) CIAO!!!

Thursday, June 3, 2004 11:06 a.m.
haay...nothin...andito ngayon sa comp lab ulet..walang magawa...2:30 hrs ang break e...hehe...^_^ I decided yesterday to put up this LJ so I can do something during my breaks here...hehe...just finished watchin Pirates of the Silicon Valley, a movie about the development of Apple and Microsoft...we had a film showing as part of our class...hehe.. so, I'm here, chillin, oh yeah, friendster's down today, I guess, I can't check it now...I plan to watch HP3, but I don't want to watch it alone, it's kinda unhealthy and less entertaining...hehe..I was really planning to watch it either with my friends or with just someone, kinda date, so I can say...I got to hooked up in going out coz I was at home almost the whole summer, yeah, we didn't even go to the beach or a pool, just my typical everyday stuff, RO and YM... it's kinda weird, rather ironic, that before, I swore to myself I won't have a crush, but by then, I didn't realize I had a crush, and now, I have so many crushes...I wonder..Is life really that ironic??? I may not know the answer, but I realized it's fun...hehe...not in an egotistic sort of way, ok? oh yeah..the page is not really what I would call, elaborative effort...hehe...I made it, rather, activated it for like around 10 mins??? I figure, no one could do so much with just 10mins in their hands just to layout and do the html links well...hehe...^_^

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